Tiz is a sad post. Some of u might know y.
My title is sad riteeyyy?? Yeah. It is. Sad, hurt, anger and more.
I dont know how it all went wrong. Just one sentence, n its gone. I really regret but i dunno wat to say about it anymore. It hurt wen u wrote harsh things on ur blog.! It had hurt last time, for some reason i cant remember and i never said a word. One thing tat i have fear of is, telling tat person the bad things about them, face to face. Cz, i cant. I know it hurts. But in d end, it'll happen to me n i dont know y.
I wish it wouldnt happen but it had gone wrong. It had all fade away. So lets cherish the moment we had together and dun do it in d future.
I dont know, y im being soo nice. Like i said. i have a fear. Haiz. N, while reading it..i started to cry, reading facebook too. Now, i cant even leave the comp, cz face full of tears. T.T
Just FREAKING wonder how it went into a big dark hole.
I knew tiz would happen after our fights a few weeks ago or days. The day, u dumped me for ur bf. I used to look up to you. But now, i dont have nobody.
Maybe tiz year, new frens than last year. Last year it was all sesat gang. but tiz year im gonna be wit frens who CARES. n not be insulted or watsoever.
I know im not a good 'ex' sis. but i did my best to try. N, if trying is not worth it, then i will stop. Maybe im not suitable for u, cz of d age difference. I hope we wont repeat tiz anymore. I tried n tried but u never gave me the chance to be the person u wanted me to be. U shud know tat im not tat mature to understand you. So, well, maybe our friendship wasnt meant to be?? N, for watever i did i know it was wrong. but like wat i FREAKING MADE CLEARLY, wats a frenship without a fight?? Haiz. Now, its all gone. I dunno wat to write. All in my head are all harsh things but i cant write. It'll hurt me bak MORE!! So, go on with ur life, n i will, go on mine.
I, JUST CANT BE FREAKING harsh to u. Haiz. I cant. So please dont be harsh to me.
I will not forget u, if u did forget me, i wont cz u changed my life to a betta place. Made me realise more things!! N i will not forget it. You will be my cousin in law one day too. But its just goodbye here. One more thing, i wanted to suprise u on ur bdae by going ur hse, wen i realise i made u sad. But after i read ur blog, its obvious u dun wan me in ur life. So, i'll take a step bak n pretend tiz never happen. Haiz.! Tiz is a letter n part of a story.
P/S,
I did LOVE you!!!
Muaks. GoodBye!!
Have a nice Life.
